It never gets old. Rejection still stings. OK rejection sucks. As an artist it comes with the territory. I have good days and bad days in the studio, I know that not every piece I make is perfect, good, or even salvageable. Sometimes the need to create is just that - a need to create, and if nothing good comes out of it that's fine.
When I enter a juried show, it's a nerve racking experience. What will the juror be LOOKING for? What will they WANT? What if I submit this piece and they reject it, yet they would actually select that piece? What if this slide doesn't show the piece well enough? Urg. It's a wonder I enter a show at all...
But it's part of the whole process! Art can not exist in a vacuum. It needs to be seen. It needs context. It needs to hold up in a room full of other pieces, being part of the conversation. I enter some shows because the group is prestigious, the juror is well known or the venue is beautiful. Sometime I enter local shows because the entry fee will be supporting a good facility.
So why am I still upset about a rejection letter i got three days ago?!? Rejection. I can handle it when 1000 people look at a piece of my work yet no one buys it, why can't I handle the fact that one juror decided not to include my work in a show?
I submitted, what I thought, were three of the strongest pieces I created this past year, excited about showing them locally, since they are so heavy, and I couldn't ship them to a show in California, for example. Now I question those pieces - are they technically good, but emotionally stunted? Are they too - pretty? all flash and no substance?
I guess at the end of the day I need to take the good with the bad, the praise along side the critique. And keep creating, because the next opportunity - I am not going to pass it up!